I need to vent 😭 What concerns me is how I get this weird feeling, almost like irritation, when people are nice to me. I’m 22F, and the last time I had a best friend was when I was 15/16. She tried to keep our friendship going, but I was busy messing up my life. She was my best friend, and the last time we talked was earlier this year. She got married, I texted her, and now I feel like she’s probably tired of me or something. I genuinely don’t know how to make friends anymore. I’m surrounded by teenagers in class, and like I said, I get annoyed when people try to be nice to me. I despise everyone and everything rn and feel like I’m failing my parents too. I know it’ll pass, but I also know it might get harder before it does… so yeah, whatever ig.
Sep 16, 2026
As long as you did what was expected—meaning you did your best and didn't mess up to hell with it. You have your own things on your plate, and no one is going to be there for you; it's everyone for themselves now. It's not high school anymore. You're going to start your own thing and pay with what you earn, so thinking or feeling down isn't going to do a thing. You were busy, and you told her, "Sorry, I was busy, tied up at work. What have you been up to?" and she said, "Nah." You can't do more
Sep 16, 2026(edited)