26 M here , would you fake that you're a believer while being agnostic just not to lose some girl you like? and all my families are strong believers too, i feel like i should fake it all my life at least for my mom and big sis. They would be angry at me and consider me as a failure. I would take a bullet not to make them feel like that. But some times i truly wish i could find a woman who is smart, logical and genuine and love me for who i am and what i believe.