Yes for the 1st question no for the 2nd one bcz there's a saying "amlakeh egziabher qutu nw beleh atefraw azagn nw beleh hateyat degagmeh atesra" hateyat eskeserah deres degagmeh neseha geba gn tselot madreg ena yeegzibaher mesmat endataqom those r the things that will help u in life n eventually stop the sining plus degagmo eyawek hateyat mesrat malet kemejemeriyawm alamenkebetm nesehaw lay enam lebeh alteseberem n u didn't want God's grace malet nw so finish what u want to do then repent