#relationships#personal#identity
The person I love left me for another a few weeks back and am having constent nightmare of seeing them in d/f situation, and through out the relationship I felt suicidal cause of how they were treating me and I still have those thoughts, and idk ho to face that person without feeling nothing and not feel love or hate just be happy but now all my hope and dreams feel like they are nothing cause I gave my all, my soul to them, idk how to live others my family my friends even my self, I m afraid of meetings them again and I will next year even if I get there without have to kill my self
Jul 23, 20264 engagements
