I went through such hard times that I can't even explain how it was, but thank God all gone, but you know what? What I start to think first was the guy I secretly in love with we are not together neither be in relationship and has small chance to be in it too, but I don't know why I consistently thinking about him, I am so ashamed at myself for feeling this way. What should I do? How can I get rid off him my mind and never fall in love again and focus on my what on my plate, I know it may takes some times but just tell me what works for you. Almost I was about to go crazy if it wasn't for God's help, thinking about him first after get healed really frustrating.