Sis 1st of all crying is a prayer, God knows ur heart ena when u pray yegd maseb or Kal mawtat aytebekbshm eshi 🥰 he knows u more than you know urself u don't have to mengedr him, he only needs ur free will eshi 💜 Come here yene a sweet 🤗🤗🤗 Keza enem actually menfesawi hiwet lay betam tenkata adelehum gn krb gize lemndnew bible manbeb malwedew bye sasb it's bc slemaygebagn ena ende challenge slemwesdew new so I searched some resources and start reading by taking notes(I love journaling betam) + merafu mn malet endefelege using the book I found (Orthodox Study Bible) and gpt ye Ethiopian Orthodox Teaching tetekem bye new lesu msetew endayakelaklbgn bcha AI is not perfect gn the book ena got are betam helpful keza keza yalefewn demo sew bemeteyek eyanebebku new ena I kinda love it yekerewn demo endegena manbebe slemayker my bible schers so uyezane demo adis ahun yalefkut kale ykakasal bye new manebew Esu it rly helped me betam Keza lela demo ene le htsannete jemre sew betam efelg neber betam gn beka I couldn't found someone faithful, sew mayselechew, kelbu miwed sewn, miredagn girl or boy wef keza, yhen hulu time makatele betam kochegn cause egziabher neber lene endeza aynet guadegna mihonegn gn I mecheres my edme esun salak betam bzu menfesawi slalhonum wef betekrstian mnamn Bcha yaw ene biyaweragn biyakfegn emert neber God kezibefit that's why I rly need human friend God bye tchew yehedku Gn nope the hug ena melso mawratu ykr ena all I need is Jesus bye tenesaw Yea I mafer berase after trying to find a human bff berase alchlm sl wede egziabher memtat asafari new gn esu esun aykotrm wanaw memtatsh new cause he loves unconditionally Lela enem yaw kerefedde nsha abat yazku ena nsha gebaw 🥰 yaw hatiatn beteley masbewn my thought mekotater bikebdegnm beka metfo sasb erasen zk eyareku ahun lemnsale if I kinda feel like I'm better or I wanna be better mn aregshna new anchi berassh mtkori hulum ye egziabher new elatalew lerase lk endeza I'm trying to control my thoughts gn doesn't mean u have to zk mareg urself besew fit only be egziabher fit Erasshn mewded alebsh sew endemtwejw cause u r be amsalu yetefetersh anchi erasshn alwededahm malet egziabhern eyaskefashw new weym esun alwedhm endemaletm new mewkesm new shekla seriwn right?