"no one goona save me" If you still think this way, indeed um not seeing anyway to be saved lol😂 coz at least you have yourself lifted by Lord Jesus Christ. 1st thing you should do is stop blaming anyone else for the life you are having now. just coz nobody has done anything to you rather it won't make a difference.( Remember Adam and Eve😁). So after that you can proceed to change things around. majorly focusing on internal peace.