you say be gebriel so i think you are orthodox so betekrstian hiji selyi bka klbesh if u are church person or not it doesnt matter bka hule hiji eza yalew selam kmer birr endibrekt demo asrat bekurat aweci like 10% ye demozeshn ena plan adergi ytganene sayon hiywetsh lay maderg mflgiewn nger mnamn so yanen lmgzat or lmaderg concentrate tadergiyalesh btly trust me prey betam eyalksh then u will get the solution i know your feeling ma gurl just relax mcem atetgi zmblesh btely wetst khonesh