Ive been there and im telling u these through experience brother don’t go wide go deep … what do u want to do man ask that ur self sit in silence and meditate on that question… or try this whats one thing thats wrong or dumb that i know thats doing me wrong. and have goals and be the guy who can have those goals … the destination is the prize the journey is the point the reason behind ur journey. Egziabher kante gar yehun