Lately the only thing i'm thinking about is having bf and fantasies about how he love me and how much i will love him. And this thing is keep distracting me form my work. I'm 19 year old i wanna focus on my self and make a change but i wanna be loved and be touched too but the other side of my heart say it not the time pls. Sometimes i afraid of  end up with someone who didn't love me and i didn't love him back that so scary. I envy when i see couple mnamn😢. Gn demo eko i reject 11 boys in my life ye enasu gef endaydarsbgn efaralhu.... Mnden nw endazi yemiyaschankagn eski yehona nagar belugn gra gebagn eko. Atlafugn 🙏