22 Female In the past few months I don't feel like living any more. I already decided suside Date. A first born child who passes through Miserable family ... A mother who thinks I am Her mistake (I am a first child ) A father who is alcoholic and don't give a shit about us........ I thought I handled my family issue and stuff but I didn't know it already killed me inside. Literally I followed this rule " Get your shit back together ለራስሽ እራስሽ ነው ያለሽው አለቀ " እና ይደክማል ። But Suddenly this Guy appeared የሚገርም ሰው ነው። የእውነት እራሱን የሆነ በብዙ ነገሮች አልፎ still ልቡ የሚያምር ሰው ። ያ ሰው ነው እሱ ። ግን ምን ዋጋ አለው እኔ እራሴን እያጣሁበት ያለ ሰአት ነው የመጣው ። I can see his love for me in his eyes እራሴን የሆነ ነገር ባደርግ እንደሚጎዳ አውቃለሁ But I lose my hope to live Say something Please
Dec 16, 2024Hey love🤎, do you really think the pain will just disappear if you're gone? I don't know if you're Christian, but there's eternal life too, and imagine carrying that suffering forever. I’m not trying to scare you, though. If you feel like there's no one to live for right now, then start living for you. You're young, and you have so much time to create beautiful, happy moments ahead. Before anyone else—family, boyfriends—you’ve got to love yourself and choose to live for yourself. Please, yene konjo, I’m here for you. If you want, we can hang out, talk, or even go to Betekrstyan (if you're Orthodox). Just know that il want you to stay. You matter
Dec 16, 2024