So the thing is im 19 years old to be 20 in 4 months but I always feel like im running out of time i don’t really know what to do i passed my remedial exam but idk if i want to learn regularly i wanna work too plus i wanna do short courses to get start something like a business my spark for education is gone not now long ago but I don’t wanna disappoint my fam too my mind is kinda everywhere im scared ill end up with ntn