I'm gonna be a little harsh cause i think thats whatchu need, if you expect something back from people for doing something it isn't being selfless.being selfless is doing doing something even if it hurts you.and you're right pills don't help but every one needs help and anything can be fixed.and feeling like there is no point in life is pretty normal many people specially young feel this it is purposelessness but you can't fix that by feeling sorry for yourself.so what is the solution?the solution is one የሰው ልጅ የተፈጠረው ለዘላለም ህይወት ነው ግን ያን በኀጢአት አጣው ስለዚህ ምንም ብታረግ የእውነት ''fulfill'' ሊያረግህ አይችልም there is always a next ያን የዘላለም ህይወት ግን ጌታችን ሰጥቶናል ሰው ሆኖ ሰው አምላክ እንዲሆን አርጓል በሱ ያን ያጣነውን ህይወት አግኝተናል so the point of living is living to get that life ያን ምታረገው ደሞ በመጾም በመጸለይ በመስገድ ነው ንስሃ ገብቶ ቅዱስ ቁርባን በመውሰድ ነው።if you do this all the other stuff will become trivial.hope that makes sense sorry silabezahut ena wedemikr siltekeyere starte as an opinion.