Endet nw mask yewlkachut ene ke melmede yetnsa yale esu mewtat alchalkum it have been 5 years almost ahun I want to leave it gn alchalkum plus I think am not beautiful and doesn't have confidence (I feel and I know when I see at the mirror am beautiful but becuz of the comparing inside the house between me and my sister and the gap my mom put in my mind and see how much she like my sis more and my sister she like attention mnamn I don't like to use makeup gn she use like yehone Weta yale ngr satarg atwetam when we out together and I don't like that so that time I feel that am less than her)am the elder....how can I leave it. Most of the family members are asking me to leave it