22,F The loneliness I’m feeling is killing me😭 Why is it so hard for me to find real friendships?? Not even one special person who i could call best friend?? I’m also and only child and growing up I always wanted a sis or a bro to do life with. I’m graduating 2017, and also getting married on the same yr. All my life I haven’t even had a genuine friendship. And im not even shy or antisocial i swear. I still have some friends, but we dnt have that special bond, yk. The only one who i call my person right now is my fiancé. But even he doesn’t know that i feel this way bc i pretend that im okay with everything. I have a lot of things to be thankful abt, I know. But my loneliness is something that scares me and makes me feel down all the time. If anyone of u relate please let me know 😔