I'm neither Orthodox nor Muslim, but I wanna say this to you: Stop. Don't even think about it. Behagerachn context haymanot mn yahl tlk bota endalew we all know. Enkwan endezi ye semay ena ye mdr yahl yemirarak haymanot wst honachu, the same haymanot honachu erasu betesakalachu. Beacuse ahunm bemnayew ngr temesasay haymanot wst yalu sewoch erasu eytechachalu aydelm. Just don't ruin your life, my sister.