That's normal. It happens to most of us if not all of us. We are lost at times, and all we could feel is hopelessness sometimes. But, you should try do to something about it, because our decisions can change our destination. Whenever you feel like you've no hope or the future won't be bright, remember most people out there have been through worse than whatever you think, and they still overcome it. Remember, ነጌ አድስ ቀን ነው. The thing that works for me is working on the relationship I have with God, because He is able to restore no matter how much we think we are damaged. Stay strong. You've got this!