First, I would really love to admire your strength to stand by your decision this all year. We all know that's no easy feast. Marriage should be the end goal of a relationship. Siketl demo, tawkialesh abzagnaw sew his/her relationship sijermr I want it to be my last one blo endemijemr? I mean, for as long as I know, no one started their first relationship just for the sake of enjoyment. Everyone was thinking something that lasts, to some extent. But you know what ... life doesn't really work like that always. Yeah there are people who were lucky enough to get married to their first. Just as an opinion lilsh yemfelgew: Relationship wst nesh malet yegid menekakat menor alebet malet aydelem. You can tell what your stance are to your bf before you go any further in a relationship. So if he agrees, you continue. Kalhone you'll stop right there. Lelaw demo, your first yematagebi kehone, you'll live in misery yemibal ngrm ylem. Their first yalagebu gn demo betam destegna yehone nuro yeminoru bale tdaroch alu. Life is all about taking risks, so give it a try. Oh God, I didn't know that I wrote this long. Sorry for that.