18f My friends say" you always smiling i wish i could be happy like you"(never seen crying) but they didn't know how much i burst into tears on my bed every night They say "you have beautiful body shape i wish i had a body like u "but they never saw my disgusting stretch marks on my body😕. They say you have nice looking hair, cute face, you're kind and sweet , you have excellent grades, although there is many thing they don't realized about me This all compliment may look nice but i don't like any of them it's kill me on the inside cuz i couldn't express my feelings toward sth i pretend that i'm perfect like the compliments. Boys at school stare at me and respect me but I avoid boys who like me even if i like them cuz i'm afraid of they don't like me when they know my real me Help😢