idk how to ask this but there this girl that i love soo much for a long time and i had the opportunity to make her mine (she was also intersted) but my situation was so wierd i literaly dont have social life alchool is the only thing that helps me talk and had to drink in order to talk to her😭 and that made her mad and rejected me my question is im in deep attatchemnt to just let her go also my anxiety wouldnt let me talk to her again in a day what should i do? I loved her since 8th class now its been 7 years.is it obssesion or true love? And how do i approach her again?