First of all, stop making it part of your identity lol. Your username even says food lover. 😁 So fucking what? Everyone loves food. Do you think that's some exclusive hobby? Anyway, If what you've said is true, you're in a constant state of 'insulin resistance', which is bad; It means that your body isn't able to regulate your blood sugar levels, your hunger is spiked, and your cells aren't absorbing energy. You're basically prediabetic. If you know what diabetes is, and how bad It is for your energy, for your hunger, and for your overall health. Then we have some motivation. If you don't, message me in private and I'll give you more actionable advice and tips.