die today i already try 9 times i just i don't care anymore to live i think about killing my self all time

100% dying tomorrow And the reason is not that much complicated its b/c life is suck

Living forever Cuz I wanna see and witness how the future is gonna be and end up

I don't want to live forever but when it become to a choice with dying tomorrow,i prefer to live forever.coz tomorrow is like somehow very near and very scary

Ask my identity and let's talk?