Most people don't want what you call "trial and failure" it's just that they fall in love and they give it a go hoping it last but sometimes life happens and they breakup, I wouldn't call that fake. I think you're putting too much pressure on yourself just allow yourself to fall in love, flirt and have fun egzer weha atachihen yisetihal gn bzu atchenek alone ekeralew bleh... ድስት ግጣሙን አያጣም mnamn sibal alsemahm