It's Okay!
It's okay to feel jealous, sad, insecure, angry, bored, selfish, detached..... Literally anything u feel. U r feeling it because it is human emotion and u r one incredible human! Duhh!
Do not feel bad because u r feeling smt. First acknowledge ur feeling. Then track down why u r feeling those things. U don't have to admit it to anyone but urself. Every feeling has explanation. But do not make it an excuse to ur terrible actions(which btw r okay since we all do them). Just don't be the enemy of urownself.
Think as if u r a team with ur mind and past and when ever u screw things up think " we screwed up really bad. what should we do?" Not I shouldn't have done that(obviously u shouldn't have but u did so why dwell on that), Not it's my fault(cause it is no way of solving any fault)and....
Make peace with ur self and ur past and every thing will fall in place
Oct 05, 2020