Sis/bro I have been in this position before, but no one is gonna feel the emptyness inside of you. Back then I felt this way too and started to talk to a lot of people but guess what? No one is here now. Only the scars they put on me is left, So what I advice you is connect to God more and more, enjoy your own company, read books and if you still need help try therapies. This is an advice from a sister with love.
Dec 27, 2023