Selam endet nachu I'm 19 F Ebakachu meftehe kale ngerugn kekirb gize wedi ke sew gar sawera tru smet aeysemagnm wste ychenekal eje menketket yjemral even ke guadegnoche gar sawera erasu ychenkegnal bechayen shon bcha new selam yemisemagn mn ladrg😣 kesew gar megbabat aedis sew metewawek eyekebedegn new
Dec 23, 2023and although it wasn't slightly enough compared to what they cost me and the pain i felt inside i gave em a taste of there own medicine anyways after some bullshit i left and isolated myself in my room mekignatum kewetaw father yalehubetn stage yayna ke mother gar dispute yijemral i am the only thing holding him from shouting or saying something bad to my mom cause one day i fought with him and threatened him if he ever does or say something about my mother or to my mother cause i had it up to my nose and left the house cause he kept bitching about it and went to the police station and i was being looked for which was one of the reasons i quit school the 3rd round ena he started resspecting my mom silezi ahun anthropophobiaw silalebign kewetaw i fear he would see that i have anthropophobia ena disrespect my mom silezi i barricaded myself in my room and i do not make contact with people sometimes my mom comes to say hi and stuff which lasts about one and a half minutes cause i get too uncomfortable when someone tries to talk to me for any longer than 7 seconds ena ahun bet negn with God hulunm neger aqumey i am working on myself and i go out for a walk at night one day a week ena i wanna start class and start a new life over therapist gar endalhed they are far silezi ena i am too scared scared that people will judge me so badly which causes me too much stress which can cause me severe pain in the brain and emotional damage so i chose to stay home ena if anyone can help me have a better sight ena help me out betam des yilegnal abso if you have any psychological knowledge it would be very helpful ejig betam betigist silanebebachuh betam new mamesegnew my account is ena if you share ur side of the experience to talk to me @Wisdom_Realm
Dec 24, 2023🥀 Migermew neger yihen text ketlant wediya lemelak mokrey bizu silehone botu alqebelm bilogn neber yetewkut ena kanchi case gar similar new i hope u read it ! You see i had a great plan and future awaiting me but sometime ago I started drugs alcohols cigarette......etc just to let my mind at ease from some situations and severe depression and in the thought of helping my cosin quit which was the stupidest thing anyone can do keza bemejemeriya gizeyat tiru neber keza eyale eyale i got kicked off campus went to jail and i got bailed and came back home started class three times in 3 different places and i left cause one doesn't compliment these other / besreat memar aychalm wiz those habbits silezi i quit had some friends who sold drugs so i had no problem accessing drugs metetm sifeleg aqrabiya bizu bota sileneber ena daily usage silehone it didn't matter keza little did i know i started having tremors every morning i started smoking cigarettes miyawq yaqewal sigara keza drug keza sigara that's the beginning/morning of almost all addicted person specially the newer generation ena ya part ejen manqetqet jemere eyale eyale bichegna guadegnochey milachew had other plans for me yaw and andey beltachihut enditgegnu mayfelgut sewoch ategebachuh yalut nachew yaw yenante meshashal lelawnm miyaweta bihonm Abro kemewtat teyayzew gedel megbat mimertu sewoch alu ena i got both traumatized and brainwashed you would be amazed how far people would go to stop from succeeding ena ya trauma plus the brainwash cost me almost everything ena anthropophobia feterebign alonside other things befit yan yehal maltetaw sew chrash betewat metetat jemerku esunm kesew gar lemeqelaqel cause siteta lela sew negn kehulum belay gn i found peace or a momentary medicine for anthropophobia new kaltetaw besinsreat rasu alaweram neber abreyachew quch biye michawetew ene kehualachew jerbayen setchey meqemet jemerku sewn alanagrm unless i got drunk if you sat beside teneschey bota qeyr neber cause i couldn't take the idea of someone judging me for someone i'm not ena ye anthropophobiyaw bahriy silehone i can't help it kezam alfo aynen ena joroyen eyz neber mekignatum dimts ena enqisqasey yirebshegn neber no one understood aydelem enesu enem alteredahutm neber people started seeing me as if i was crazy gn yaw they planned to make me crazy using different strategies you can't even begin to imagine i was too kind unlike before guess they were the worse version of me at least i thought they was till i started drinking which unlocked very angry parts of me when i was sober i couldn't react cause i had all those issues but when i drinked with so much agony which made me very aggressive and hostile towards the one's who judged me and got me to the point of where i was or someone who even gave me a bad look or disputed with me
Dec 24, 2023I can help u dear it's a symptom of anxiety
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Dec 23, 2023I was just like u i i will be 19 in march and one of the way to survive is to learn about how your mind work watch joe dispenza he is a scientist i studded hem and he helped me alot remember the best way to control your mind is to know how it works
Dec 24, 2023social anxiety probably. a psychiatrist eyi dear.
Dec 23, 2023Lemin miyasferak neger ale ? Mikiniyat linorik yigebal ferat kemeret tenesto ayimetam. Gin selot arg Erasekin lemaregagat mokir !
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