I wrote this a year and a half ago and totally forgot about it. That's because we’re human. we forget what we’ve been through, how we felt and even what we once said. But God is always good. You asking for an update reminded me of all the good things he has done for me. I was in a really bad place when I wrote that. I used to feel like I wasn’t even gonna wake up the next day. I had zero hope in life or in God. I don’t even know how I made it through… but here I am now living and actually happy. Back then, I couldn’t have imagined being in a place I am today. I’m not saying I’ve got everything I ever wanted or anything, but now I have hope. And I have God. እግዚአብሔር ያሳልፋል fr. I honestly don’t even know what to say except እግዚአብሔር መልካም ነው። And thank you sooooo much for asking for updates. You made me realize many things.