20 female tired of this shit literally cant even take a deep breath i passed through some hard shit over the past years from me seeing my mom get beaten by my horrible father ,to me trying to take my life through several methods ,going through depression, having manic episodes ,anxiety,overthhinking, seeing my mom lose herself slowly, my dad dieing,after that having a financial problem to the point where we didn't eat somedays ,sold pretty much all our cloth,passed all that and now in college trying to push through cuz that is the only way out for me ,and i dont have shit on my pocket dont have a penny for transportation and stuff cant ask my mama becha idk help me out guys men large