U don't have to try so hard man like take it easy u don't need to see miracles to believe in him more, just see ur surrounding n then u will see what he has done for othersn for u u don't need to look far just open ur eyes n heart then u will see everything n believe in him again read the bible the holy scriptures n books too hear mezmur go to betechristian n hear her teachings n if u don't want to hear her teachings just go there on a quiet time like 10seat mnamn n just sit there beqa just sit there n find peace n talk with urself n him on what he has done for u to this pnt of ur life n u will go back to where u were a believer.....