Sis I used to feel that way too. At some point mnorew memot sleferahu bcha nbr. I had really rotten relationships with my family and friends. I thot I was unlovable because I was too ugly inside n out. I thot everybody hated me. I believed I was an embarrassment to everyone around me. I believed everyone was just tolerating me out of pity. Ena it felt like my whole life would just be a cycle of me seeking attention and failing to achieve that every single time lol. Fast forward to like five years later. Today, I’m really really grateful that I chose to believe it’ll all pass. Because it did, girl. I fell in love with who I am once I detected the roots of my problem. And once I loved myself, it was easier to get by with people and to fix my relationships. The process wasn’t all sunshine and roses but it’s so worth it. So I suggest you do the same and find out why you’re constantly seeking attention. Is it a trauma response? Is it something related to mental well-being? Find that out and work on it brick by brick. I hope you heal ❤️‍🩹 And if you need someone to talk to in this process, you can ask for my identity