Hello everyone so I always feel down lonely tired and also scared . The thing is growing up I was bullied harshly by my peers and elders.this led me to be scared of meeting new people.my parents stress me out since both of them had a tough time growing up and they assume the worst case scenario in a situation. When it comes to girls they don't find me attractive only feel pity for me. Sure there were times were I was asked or received love letter but I didn't belived it so my question is how can I recover from this or feel great about myself and recently I got a job