Hey dear, Im so sorry that happened to you. it sucks and I won'r sugarcoat it for you, it won't be easy. I think what you should do is take your time to process it, cry if you have to, shout and scream just find a way to process it then comes acceptance and that is not only accepting that it happened but also that it is not your fault at all. people try to make you feel like you could have done something about it, well please donot fucking listen to them, there is nothing you could have done that would have stopped that from happening. whoever did that to you was a monster and inhumane,so its their burden to carry not yours. and the last part, when or if you decide to see someone and then again if*you wanna tell him, thats when it will be hard for you again. you will be scared that if he will accept you after, and if he would treat you the same way, well girl trust me when i say, when the right person comes, he will hug you and make you feel so comfortable enough that you would actually start to forget that it happened. they will love you so much that you will learn to accept and fully embrace your past and be a forward looking person. the sad reality of being a woman is there is always a chance this would happend even the statistics says so but the good thing is God will give you the strength to move forward , remember to pray and stay strong my dear. remember "This too shall pass"
Nov 20, 2023