Don’t force yourself to move on… time heals everything so give it time, take your time to grieve, don’t occupy yourself with other things to forget because that will make the time you need to heal longer. I don’t know how and when but believe me you’re gonna get over it eventually and you’ll feel nothing when you hear about him or see him in person. If you have a friend who you can trust, talk to them and cry if you want to; not once not twice but as much as you need; that way you can heal and move on. Good luck with that and remember that you’re not alone in this 🫶🏾