So I have a bf and we've been together for 5 yrs like since highschool and now he's 20 and am 19 he has been given me hints like he wants to have sex With me and I told him I didn't want to do that I wanted to wait until we get merried so he said he's cool with that but now he's like sure we don't have to have sex but I want to touch u there and I don't like that like I don't like being touched at all and if I told him that I'm afraid he would take it personaly I even stop him when he trys to kiss me so I guess I'm not ready for this but I love him and don't want to breakup wiz him