#personal F20 starting from my early teens maltem jemro rest mebale yelem when i talk about my mom wey .my father was a cruel person he used beat her ,let her sleep outside,insult her , ena try to sometimes  kill her menmame this whole shit happened infont of my eye everday .and there was a routine in our home when it hits 12:00 pm  he would come home drunk insult her ,hit her, make her cry ,make us cry menamen becha shit was bad for my mom  like real bad gen yaw mayalfe yelem she  got divorced and after some years he died we became poor . so me I am a college student ena ahun  like for school and related stuff le taxi,card  enkun eytawe new  I am taking loans and shit becha alkem  Help me out bro like for real with anything advice or anything