How do you restore your will to live? After going through so much n still hoping things will get better, after going through your first panic attack, after losing or trying to hope... how do you restore it? All answer appreciated. will like to know more from a Protestant Christian view without you trying to make everything spiritual please. Thank you.
Oct 08, 2023I read ur question in the morning and I couldn't stop thinking about it all day. I was suicidal 2 years ago. I remember thinking about killing myself all the time. I hated everything about life. I felt like I was trapped in 'existing'. At some point, the only thing that kept me from actually trying was the thought of my mom, just like u said. I'm her only child so I knew it would absolutely break her. She's the best. She deserves a child and I just couldn't take that away from her. The crazy thing is I was raised so close to God and church cuz my parents were Protestant. As I grew old, I somehow lost my way. I felt like He abandoned me and I even came to the conclusion that He doesn't exist. But the more I denied God, the more my life became messier. My problems just kept piling up. I started taking sleeping pills to help with my insomnia. I couldn't see a shred of hope. But then, I became very tired of living a shitty life. So I thought since I can't seem to kill myself, why not give God a chance? It is so funny cuz He was the one giving me a chance but that was my exact thoughts. Then I started reading Bible the next day and it became an everyday routine. Then slowly I started hating the things I used to do and eventually stopped hanging out with the "bad" friends. It didn't feel right at the first 2 or 3 months but I kept going. I caught myself craving the presence of God instead of death. My problems didn't go away but I felt like I could handle them. Now when I look back to those years of depression and anxiety and suicide, I be like what the heck was wrong with me? So the only solution I can possibly tell you is GET CLOSER TO GOD cuz that's the only reason I'm still here. And I'm so glad I am. He alone saved me from myself and from what seemed impossible to get out of. Even if it seems silly and fruitless, pray for 5 minutes and read ur Bible daily and get to know who God really is. Zm blesh bemognenet adrgiw. Listen to sermons, worship songs, and Christian podcasts and try to make Christian friends. Just get ur hands on anything that can help u grow in ur faith. Sorry if this was too long to read😬 and hope it helps. And if there's anything I can help u with, pls reach out 💚💚
Oct 22, 2023
Just don't lose ur hope the hope of seeing tomorrow once u lose that u r gonna be filled with bad ideas like regret then depression then at last suicide sooooo plz don't lose hope like our father Eyob he didn't lose hope when the devil took everything from him when he lost everything no he still has hope in God that one day this all bad things which happened to him will end n he will live his life as God intended it for him to live sooooo pls don't lose hope on seeing tomorrow just like ahun lay eyagatemu yalutn ngroch ende achir gize fetena to test ur everlasting will to live n also ur faith in God beqa endesu beleh asebew bemeder lay yemeyagatemuh mekerawoch eko gizawi nachw zelalemawi aydlum....to restore ur hope one don't see others life just focus on urself two just keeping moving forward don't turn ur head back to see what's behind just keep moving third think all those things which r happening to u right now like short term misery or tests nothing in this dammed world last long it's just short n last don't ever I repeat DON'T U EVER think bout suicide
Oct 08, 2023To restore will to live try focusing on small things that bring joy 🌞surround yourself with supportive people 🤗and seek professional help if needed 🩺Remember to take care of Urself physically and mentally 💪 remind that U are not alone God is always with you🤝
Oct 11, 2023Thank you so much for the advice and for your time to reply as well. I will keep in mind of your advice. I'm happy to say i am doing well n working on myself n growing with God 😊.
Nov 03, 2023Greetings Your will to live in this world is on your hands sofar... unless the mentioned circumstances u can have psychological treatment for traumas and the rest is your effort to live and taste the goods😊 and evils of live cause that is what makes us alive for time being. Hope it helps a little
Oct 08, 2023I am sorry lhulum nger gn astaws or astaweshi nge lela kn new
Oct 09, 2023