I used to be like you kid😁 But try to think of learning something practical for real life. After a certain point in your life you are treated as an adult and you have to act as such. So try choosing something you'll earn money for. Let's say you found a scholarship that would take you to the US for an astronomy degree, then you wouldnt be employed anywhere because they don't let foreigners join their space programs. Let's say you got into the masters Space aeronautics program at AAU, then you wouldn't find any job. So try to be practical and choose a field. I recommend software engineering and building websites and softwares.