As u asked it looks like u lived like this for a very long time What can you do ? 1 the way you think and the way you spend your day the people u r with LED YOU to the life you are living right now it's like it was the same all the time right ? The only way to live differently is to do things different . 2 empty the cup Your knowledge Things that are in your life Your body Your surrounding are filled with things adel ? And those things brought you here(the life u hate) So now it's time to empty all of them and refill 3 investigate what u spend Ur time doing The musics u listen to The movies u watch R they rly one that adds joy to ur life or great misery ???? 4 you have only 2 choice You either can make your life easier for your self or unimaginably terrible 🤷‍♀ You can react positively to every situation u face OR you can do the opposite and waste your life without enjoying the beautiful life and opportunities you were destined to live 5 if u have wifi gr8 but if not find a way and Pleaseeeee watch these YouTube videos 1 tam kaur = she is the best like do exactly everything she says ena you will see ur life transform , beka bcha eske zare endt tyalesh 2 the wizard liz = betam des yemtl bzu emtawk talak eht beyat beka Bedenb adamchyat #gn enezi video stayi kuch blesh kemr practice eyaregsh yhun , alebelezia useless newe Demo yalushn huluuu emegi alalkum Mejemerya yhn yalalkush be chnket wst snhon ena sewe sle fetari sinegren lanwed enchlalen gn ke mnm belay mejemerya amlakshn krebiw Lk hulum sewe meseley endalebet tely gnnnn ybelt demo awariw esti , esti ngeriw hulunm neger zrgf argesh ngeriw lk ende tru wedaj awriw , hiwotsh betam ylewetal Demo demo heal 1st Let go people that r in ur heart EMPTY THE CUP = Clean out hate , anger , greed , negative thoughts BEST books that help you heal are = the strength in our scars = a gentle reminder = this is how you heal =the mountain is you Beterefe egzyabhere kanchi gar yhun