Giving up on me and my dreams and believing my fears ..and it didn't shaped me at all it just made me suffer enji

Choosing first generation university and not getting the department I wanted. It will haunt me till the day I die

-Being a people pleaser some years ago And then after that I got insulted with things and that day my personality totally changed - being there for someone and doing every possible thing for a person and sometimes these things costs myself as a price....it really drained me, it exhausted me and it was really bad for me....I learnt my lesson in the end tho

Giving everything to a girl which doesn't even have tiny feelings for me...she made me devil, I am him the devil itself.

I was about to join unity university 2 years ago but i don't know what come in my mind i pay the first semester and leave i regret that shit, i sit at home alone everyday when my friends are having their best life i want to kill my self everytime i think about it