First of just pray and make a good connection with God and he will make your ways amazing ina dmo gibi iyalesh satwechi bedemb argesh rasish lay sri anchi manm nesh yalesh adeleshm nomatter who said what just learn to make obstacles and setbacks make you stronger not break you. I know it sucks when things are against you but have you ever thought how gold is refined, its refined at almost 2000 F degrees and when it comes to you, use the challanges that became harder and harder as a way to refine you to ur best person