I couldn't get rid off the childhood traumas. I try to act like I am confidential but I don't know how to interact with people specially with women(I never lived with my mom cuz she is divorced tho), deep inside I have a fear that arises from nowhere in every situation, I act like the way I don't want to act, I am a grown man but sometimes I act like a kid too, I'm shy, I'm so afraid to talk or act like what I feel, I'm Socially awkward too and that is pulling me from the point I want to reach. I love my dad, but the way he(we) lived, the way he thinks, the way he treated me, influenced me badly. I don't know how to escape the programming I inherited sine I was a child. Can I reverse it and become a great guy? Give me your advices or any books, psychologists, videos or anything.
Feb 25, 2023I really feel u man...slene metawera nw hula yemeslegn...it's not an easy thing to heal childhood trauma, but I'm seeing for myself that's possible. I am currently in the process of healing. But sometimes there is still something that is holding me back, nger gn heal lemadreg kalegn gugut yetensa ahun lay, i have made big changes in myself. Ena mn lelek felge nw u can change man. Demo I'm willing to share the things that have helped me.
Feb 26, 2023