I know how it feels b/c enem gibi eyalehu endezih aynet feeling wust sleneberku. What I recommend is give a value to yourself, enien yeredagn exercise madreg, praying and reading psychology books(there are books that people wrote from their experience). Gn trust me ante bcha adelehm endezih misemah betam bzu sewoch alu so u r not alone. enie alfewalehu & m sure antem yihn gize endemtalfew, alfo stayew degmo betam new des milew it makes you strong. If u need any help you can talk to me @Just_Do_It22