2 years ago I got myself into a situation where I could’ve lost my virginity and even been raped but I didn’t. After that I decided to wait until marriage. I did repent to my Nisiha Abat but I still feel guilty about what I did back then (especially making out, one guy even su**ed my boobs and he wasn’t even my bf…) The guilt always makes me question if I’m even good enough to wait until marriage. I don’t know what kind of physical boundaries I am supposed to have in a relationship/dating. If there’s any Christian here who also is waiting until marriage, I’d like to know: why/how/when exactly did u decide to wait until marriage? How do u deal with (self)doubt, guilt? What are the challenges u experienced and how did u overcome them? What helped u in ur celibacy journey?