I am so happy that you got saved and you are in the right path dear sister. Endezi aynet negeroch yagatemalu, it is normal. What u need to do is make Jesus your friend, tell Him everything that is happening to you, take Him as your refuge and also pray for yourself and for your families. Degmo read the word, it is through the word God can speak to you. Hallelujah you have Jesus, the Triune God, tha all inclusive one, hulun mehon yemichil. Degmo don't forget God is sovereign bemtalfibet huneta Hulu ersun matref memar alebesh, ye Egziabhere lib towards you is love, and you are on His hand , ur safe eshi .... Dont worry about services , worshiping....enjoy the Lord kefleshn zegtesh, have hidden moments with Him, bizu yeteseweru sew yemayakachew gizeyatoch yenuresh. Degmo I really appreciate your respect for ur families: Egziabhere yebarekesh...😘 If u want to contact me @EdomMi