This might help or not but here I go. gn I hope you read this cause I'm gonna tell you the truth no bullshits.
Reasons not to commit suicide
1, All of us has a problem. It's just different enji. There are people who have it worse than you. I've a friend who suffers from schizophrenia, she sees the things that aren't there, she talks to people that aren't there( you can google it if you want) but my point is even like that she takes different kind of medications to get better.
2, if you're an Orthodox, think about how you're gonna be punished in hell if you go through with this. It's just not worth the eternal hell. ( don't know about other religions so)
3, you're here, explaining yourself. That means there's a part of you that doesn't wanna do this. So listen to yourself
4, I'm not gonna tell you that everything will be fine, it will work out blah blah cause it might not be. It might even get worse. But imagine this, 5 or 10 years from now you'll be glad you didn't go through this no matter what. Because it will show you how strong you are. It will teach you a life time lesson. And don't forget, patience is the key to most things.
If you want you can text me on this bot and we can chat. Maybe all you need is someone to hear you.
Jan 04, 2023