I masturbated, I watched porn videos, I kissed a girl( I am a girl) and I was a huge supporter of the lgtbq community. I was a child and I wanted attention but I know this can't be an excuse for those heinous acts I did. Thing is, I want to come clean. ንሰሀ መግባት እፈልጋለው ግን ፈራሁ። I been going on and on about how I'm gonna come clean and repent for about a year but I never committed. I really want to do it now tho but I'm still terrified. How on earth am I ever gonna tell my ንሰሃ አባት those things and not feel judged? Help me my fellow Orthodox people.
Dec 21, 2022ስትሰራ ያልፈራኸውን ስትናገር ለምን ትፈራለህ ይባላል። u didn't do anything new. The things u listed are one by a lot of ppl before you and after you. The thing is u understand it was not good and u want to come clean. Plus I'm sure the ንሰሃ አባትs heard stories that are worse so u don't need to worry. And one more thing, ንሰሃ is not for the ቄሱ and jessus told us to confess to them. So whether the ቄስ judges you or not, whether he is a good person or a bad person u should just confess and god will forgive and I think that's all u need(to be forgiven).
Dec 21, 2022