So me and my boy friend broke up about 2 months a go and we've been together for about 2 years and he broke up with me at the hardest time of my life my grandmother died my mom was sick my auntie was told that she tested positive for corona virus and we were really scared ghat she wouldn't servive cuz she have other diseases like diabets blood pressure was high and other diseases too and out of anything the only thing that kept me strong was him and he told me we can't be together anymore cuz our religion is different but sooner i found out that he was cheating on me n stuff and i was so played he apologized but i didn't want to give him fake appology i lost alot of things after that and am acting like am over him and stuff but am not sure if i really am over him what should i do???