Try to seek what u want to do Know that 23 years old is young that most success people don't even figure them selves in 29 or 30 Don't be hard on yours self. Don't sleep home for a long time cuz ur relationship with your family will get worse Go outside and try to be with people Lastly If you can't fly, run If you can't run , walk If you can't walk , crawl But by all means keep going