Please Help! I am not okay... I am very miserable and suicidal...It has been 4 years since I was diagnosed with bipolar and I haven't gotten any help....and now I am losing my mind... I think about killing myself every day .... I can't keep living like this anymore ... I am In hell.... I can't control my thoughts... And my head hurts.... I am In physical pain .... Please If you know any psychiatrist who can help me for free send me their phone number.... I am at my limit and don't know where to go or what to do