Yep. Call it "sigma" or call it "independence", but it is a personality disorder - Borderline Personality Disorder or Antisocial Personality Disorder if I'm not mistaken. It can't be known for sure without proper psychoanalysis. It isn't a huge deal, don't worry. Personality Disorders mainly affect your social constructs, not your psyche. But that doesn't make them any less dangerous as proper social functioning is a prerequisite to mental health. Here are links that should help with the understanding treatment options: 1. For Borderline https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/borderline-personality-disorder/diagnosis-treatment/drc-20370242#:~:text=Borderline%20personality%20disorder%20is%20mainly,and%20cope%20with%20your%20condition 2. For Antisocial https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/antisocial-personality-disorder/diagnosis-treatment/drc-20353934#:~:text=Psychotherapy,for%20other%20mental%20health%20conditions But I highly recommend Psychotherapy. I hope this helped. Have a good day.